It doesn't feel like it... I haven't heard it before I was almost kill myself
Then I heard it
Know what I mean? I've heard many times someone else saying to hes/she's friend " I love you,I have missed you so much,I really care about you,You're such a lovely person..." Not to me... I've said those things
That why I feel so lonely
Aaahg my head is just a big mess...and so is my heart to
How long this will last? How long I will be able to deal whit it? I starting to doubt my strenght to crave the positive things in my life...
I feel like I'm waiting the day when this all gona end... It's possible that this gona be my last writing or not My head is just full of pictures.. Bloody pictures Sad pictures Or just me falling down..
What's wrong whit me...? Why am I thinking that these scars are beautiful? Why am I jealous of those people who have more scars? I don't call it self injury and it's bad I call it art
Everything is starting all over again.... Where were you when I needed you ? Where have you been ? When you will com and save me ? Never... I'll beg you..
It's not money that makes you evil But the love of it that's wrong Way back during times primeval Lucifer became headstrong And tried leading a great upheaval One third following along
Oh God bless the seven thousand Who were standing firm that day Forever lend them a hand, give 'em strength to stand And guidance in your way
God gave to sinners a reprieval Until this earth age is done And before the ages medieval He sent His begotten Son For all of His children's retrieval Away from the wicked one
Oh God bless the many thousand Who will come to Christ this day Forever lend them a hand, give 'em strength to stand And guidance in your way
