Knowing the truth

If i could have just one wish,

I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck.

the warmht or your lips on my cheek,
the touch of your fingers on my skin,
and the feel of your heart beating whit mine.
Knowing that I could never find that feeling.

I will not need these sad poems, won't I ?

This lie's become a part of me
For months, I've played this game
Acting like it doesn't hurt
Each time I hear his name

Ignoring what's inside of me
Pretending I've moved on
As if the feelings I once had
For him are somehow gone

Spending each and every day
With happiness and laughs
Forgetting all our memories
Avoiding photographs

But last night when I saw him
For the first time since he left
My heart stopped for a moment...
I couldn't catch my breath

When suddenly it hit me
As the tears started to flow
That even after all this time...
I just can't let him go

All you need is love

This is just so true :)

Twinkle twinkle little star

Star's are like souls,somebody spark's stronger somebody sparks weele than the others
Looks up in the sky,see there's a little star shaped like a heart...
That star is far away from another stars and just barely twinkle..
All the other star are big and shiny, no one seems to even notice this little star who's sparkling is fading away every twinkle...That star is so lonely,no one sees it no one cares it's just a little star...
Just a one spark from the bigger star could save this little star,but no one cares...

Rise up again

Now I just feel that I can rise up again...Maybe it's a good think :)
My plans this weekend are:

DO NOT JUST LOOK AND HOPE THAT SOMETHING GONA HAPPEN! YOU ARE THE ONE WHO'S GONA TAKE THE FIRST STEP!

15 fucking years

Just got a panic/rage attack.........
My head is spinning,my arm is bleeding and my fingers are feeling numb.
My MIND is numb
My HEART isn't

I should born in the 50's

I should born in the 50's.... I dream about the syrupy love story,where I meet the perfect man in the planet.He asks me to marrie him the romantic way ever and promises to love me earnestly and care about me every day forever.We would have at least ten children and couple of dogs,sheeps,cows and horses. We would live in big house whit big garden. Kids would play in front yard and I would have a big vegetable garden. I would cook every day fantastic meals in the kitchen for the family. My husband would work in hospital and I would take care for animals and children. Me and my husband would love each other and we would love our children and give them nice and memorable childhood and when the oldest child would Have a parter to live whit he/she would get the house and the animals so me and my husband would go travel around the world. When we get old enough we would find a nice little house somewhere near water and live there our last years happy and loving the life we lived.